Time to say goodbye

The paramount thought of this dream was the conviction that I will be dead soon. The exact reason was unknown, however. Thus I was saying goodbye to everyone, giving some last words, wishes, deciding who will get my money - I even gave to my sisters some loose change. I also gave Asia, my oldest little sister, password to gmail so she could answer to incoming emails that I'm dead.

I felt almost nothing throughout the entire dream, apart from a few moments, when I was crying that I had been judging my father so badly lately, even though he is a good man after all... Other people also seemed devoid of any emotions.

In the last scene I'm rushing to the church, or rather a funeral parlour for my own funeral. I have my suit in the backpack so I ask someone inside where could I dress up. Then I asked myself why should I die? I felt really good, not as a person who is on the edge. Then I woke up.